From the time I wake
'Till the time I sleep
And even in my dreams
I think of you
I like to talk
And fool around
Or just sit and stare
But only when I'm with you
I never thought this could happen
These feelings that I have
I feel lust
I feel passion
I feel need for you
Is it love or obsession?
Friendship or desire?
I don't know
But I want it forever
I never want it to go away
A Gun shot
The sound recoils
Slowly
Regreatingly
As the bullet hits its target
A young boy
Holding a gun
Smiling
Knowing
Thinking its all right now
Knowing its not
A witness
Crawling on the ground
Slithering
Whimpering
Hoping that what just happened, didn't
And lastly
A victim
Lying on the ground
Silent
Dying
Thinking of everything that has happened
How they got there
Why they were there
Wishing
Hoping
That they could all go back in time
Well maybe they can
Because
None of this has happened
Yet
The days grow colder
The nights longer
And I cry
I'm alone in the dark
I've always been alone
I'll always be alone
I can't find the light
You took it away
Right after you gave it to me
I sit staring into the darkness
Hoping
Wishing you would take that away too
But you never will
I'm still sitting in the cold
All alone in the night
Crying alone
The dark- its forbidding
Yet its where I wish to be
I wish to be alone
That's what no one can see
I wish to live my life
Away from the malls
Away from the happiness
Alone- That's all
You won't leave me alone
You want to be with me
I tell you to go
But you never leave
I need to live my life
Far away from you
But you always come back
And say "I love you"